trying to understand (me most of the times)
This past few months were horrible but just needed one weekend to show me how things could be better.
I know that I have a lot of work to do if I want to change a lot of things in my life and in my family’s life and I will.
For better or worse I’m stronger than never!
See you!
ps: sis ! linked back!
My heart is in my hands
my head is in the clouds
my feet have left the ground
my life is turning around and round
every voice inside my head is tellin’ me to run like mad
oh bows and arrows
stars and sunsets hey hey hey yeah hey hey hey yeah
every heartbeat every kiss just
makes me wonder what all this is
suits of armor, hearts and arrows hey hey hey yeah
Today when I was on my way to work at bus I was thinking about the “mom job”.
Somethings that I’ve doing are not right (on my way to see). I’m sad I tried to control everything to keep things right and safe but I couldn’t so sometimes things get out of control and get out really fast.
I’m really stressed out lately with everything husband/work/boss/me (most of the times). Call me crazy but I’m not tired of my kids they let me tired so much and sometimes I just lock myself in to the room and just wanted to stay there alone. People may say that I’m complaining to much but is the way things are.
I’m lost and I don’t have anyone to help me. Anyone meaning: someone with the head in top of her body and not a crazy/lunatic/unbalanced person.
I know that all of that sound a little crazy and unbalanced but is all true I feel exactly like this.
danger danger danger
July 26, 2010
butterflykel
